February 9, 2011
: Pretending to choose
I'm certainly at a roadblock in my life right now with a good number of different ways to go. Which is right for me? All of them? None of them? I'll never know unless I start being more adventurous when it comes to change.
It used to be so easy for me, that change thing. Lately, I'm struggling. I definitely think too much about my options and then I feel uncertain and that leads to fear. Fear is the biggest blocker in my life and even though I've fought through it a countless number of times in the past, I can't seem to move forward these last 6 months or so.
A sunny day at the beach with a few yummy margaritas and some volleyball sound so nice right now. I need to release a ton of stress and enjoy life more. Looking forward to summertime. As long as I am in shape for it this year.