February 9, 2011

: Pretending to choose

I'm certainly at a roadblock in my life right now with a good number of different ways to go. Which is right for me? All of them? None of them? I'll never know unless I start being more adventurous when it comes to change.

It used to be so easy for me, that change thing. Lately, I'm struggling. I definitely think too much about my options and then I feel uncertain and that leads to fear. Fear is the biggest blocker in my life and even though I've fought through it a countless number of times in the past, I can't seem to move forward these last 6 months or so.

A sunny day at the beach with a few yummy margaritas and some volleyball sound so nice right now. I need to release a ton of stress and enjoy life more. Looking forward to summertime. As long as I am in shape for it this year.

1 comment:

  1. we all struggle with what decisions or paths we need to take.

    but like you once said.. it gets worse before it gets better. AND by this.. we also need to take whatever comes at us in the best way possible.

    trust me IT COULD be worse. We are lucky.

    you can doooooooooo it!